12/02

i'm back from break and so much happened but idk if i'll remeber it all but imma do smth

also happy late bday Tyler our king 💖

happy we make bdays less morbid 💖

anyways had some stuff that happened, good and bad

some good stuff that happened was:

• My family that came over weren't that annoying; it wasn't that bad.
• I got to sleep in and stuff.
• The reason why my family didn't annoy me is probably because they were super entertaining.
• My dress rehearsal for dance went decent.
• I didn't die from my fren sleeping over and playing annoying pop music 😭
• Yeah, I'll add more if I think of it.

now irratating stuff that happened

• My fren slept over, and like I said, played annoying pop music. She called My Chem and Panic! brain rot or something 😭 says the girl that almost killed me with pop and then pop christmas music 😭 (then she got mad when i played yule shoot your eye out)
• My fren also had a lot of energy, and I was tired from staying up too late the night b4.
• The power went out for a little, which was just annoying.
• My aunt won't let my little cousin listen to TOP anymore (me and my brother introduced him) she found chlorine inappropriate 😭 That's why I'm not open about most of my music. My parents would support it, but most people think something is wrong with me.
• Yeah, again I'll add more later; there's more I'm sure.

12/03

fells like one of those days to browse at random junk

ugh not in the christmas spirit smth is wrong with me probably

idk if i should even be celebrating christmas considering that i believe in a void of nothingness (don't ask)

mah fren's go-to christmas playlist she recommended is this

maybe i'll listen to it

arggggggg chewing is so annoying and gross ughhhhhhhh

just realized i missed saying this, so

stay alive |-/

- fren

12/04

been watching vids like this one

ik i'm not that good

actually i'm bad. not horrible, just bad

you should hear me sing it's CRINGE

and i actually try

but it would still be kewl to start a band...

i really want to but i know nobody...

i'm so dramatic

stay alive |-/

- fren

12/05

nothing fun happening today

there's a loner in my grade i keep getting grouped with she seems nice (she's an introvert, doesn't talk a lot)

usually the loners in my grade are all friendless bcs they're annoying or nobody likes them or smth and all have a lunch group, but she's just not social

i should talk to her or smth but i'm an introvert too...

yeah maybe i'll try to get me and mah frens to adopt her or smth

i feel bad seeing her sit at the table with the REALLY weird group (my group is da weird group)

yeah idk i'll try bcs that used to be me :(

she reminds me of like Kkrgs_ i think the channel is called wait i found a vid

when i see that channel i wonder if it's genuine or not but still feel a little bad

also 4got to say rip bob bryar. 💖 may not have been a perfect person, but rip he did good things too and he was a great drummer

gg cry now accidentally g noted myself :((((((

edit: i just spent 40 minutes trying to fix an error and it was just ONE FREAKING CHARACTER ughhhhh

stay alive |-/

- fren

12/06

bang the doldrums is my fave song at the moment. listen to it

have dress rehearsal for dance my recital is tommorow. don't have stage fright i just hate the fact 90% of the class is better.

help :(

yeah also regretting all my life decisions but i don't wanna talk abt it

stay alive |-/

- fren

almost forgot pic of da week

frerard. yes.

(I only ship them in like the early 2000s btw.

it would be weird bcs they have wives and kids)

<3

next week