pretty sure they suck.
i'm sorry for wasting ur time
For you it's three, for me it's six
Not that that matters, if you really knew me I wouldn't be your first pick
I'm sure now you are in one of those better cliques
Not just time can separate us, I know that now
But you were either really great or a good actor, so take a bow
It broke my heart but it's true,
I think about you daily, I wonder if maybe you do too.
You were just a screen
I wonder if I knew you or the person you seemed?
They said we weren't really friends,
Just strangers falling for a dark game of pretend.
I walked away, I left you,
and everything, behind,
Then you quit too
Now i know, the future's blind.
The silence echoes, screaming your name.
Did it ever matter, or are we stupid, and it was all a game?
I'm here wondering, is it you or I to blame?
I hear your favorite songs, the jokes we shared,
little references, I wonder if you cared.
I know there won't be a miracle, not a twist of fate,
To bump into you, because I know it's too late.
Now it's all empty, the laughter's gone,
I'm here alone, you've probably moved on.
I should too, but you'll always stay,
As the friend I lost, yet think of every day
Found you in melodies and notes
It felt so real, so sincere, i thought we'd always be close,
but now I want to forget the words left unsaid
The pain grows
As the silence follows
I miss you, i'm sorry, old friend
I tell myself you didn't go
That you are still there
i wish i didn't care
Now i just go solo
Ex friends until the end
It was halloween i was torn apart
And then it was over
Every day that passed felt like a new scar
Did I do something wrong
Am I to blame?
Or did you just want to stop responding
Things have changed
I guess you're happier now,
I'm sure with someone better you found
The silence grows
The shadows scream louder
I lose my way
The darkness creeps in,
Doubts stuck in my mind
Was it all just a lie
or did I leave you behind?
I want to go back to that day
Where we met
We said forever
Where it was all ok
When i thought it wouldn't change
I don't think i've realized yet
the silence
whispers your name
It's hard to bear the pain
But this is where it concludes
I'll try to move on from the person i once knew
Left in the dark, alone, just me and the pain of goodbye
wishing you cared, in this great big lie
Even if you care
I'm gonna have to call it quits,
I can't fall in the same hole,
Make the same mistake again.
I needed change, or I might not even be here.
Even if I could choose, I'm not going back,
I'd rather be gone than go through another second of that
I'm happy to have known you,
You are great,
But I've moved on
I've enjoyed something new
Writing in my room,
It Beats chatting way too late.
In the dark
when I'm alone
time stands still,
I remember talking on my free will
Tears used to fall like rain,
But I've stopped holding on to you
you surrounding my surroundings
tonight.
just maybe
This will be recorded On the radio,
And you'll remember me,
The girl you used to know
Ex friends until the end,
I'll turn up again
Even if it's a million miles away
Even if it's just in your head
Even if it's all fake
I'm sorry,
Old friend
So here's to the memories,
the paths we didn't take,
All the moments,
My blood,
My sweat,
My tears,
You'll never be a mistake
The shadows of us will always follow
As I write these words
the melodies that linger,
On quiet nights
Once together
Now we're apart
Our words can't be replaced
You're a chapter in my book,
A part of a story
That won't be forgotten
That will last until the end
That can't be replaced.