My journal

I write abt stuff that happens or what is on my mind cuz

11/11/24

I got this tee from hot topic! I can't wait to wear it to school tomorrow!

also I watched this video last night and the fanfic was weirdly really entertaining I watched all 4.5 ish hours totally fun! might rewatch 4 fun

also I want an iPod so I can listen to music all the time despite not having a phone and vibes from the good old days (the days even before my mom sung me to sleep) like the good old early 2000's

Image with Red Frame Joshler Image

also tyler and Josh want you to

stay alive |-/

- fren

11/12/24

b4 u see my list can I just say I really loveeeee the song Kitchen Sink rn idk why but yeah

anyways...

I spent wayyyyyyyyy too much time on hot topic's website

here's mah list of ht stuff I want and know I won't get

dunnn dunn dunnn (Josh Dun) Sorry I HAD to...

stay alive |-/

-Fren

11/13

AHHHHHHHHH FREAKING OUT I FIGURED THIS OUT YESTERDAY BUT WAS TOO LAZY TO DO ANOTHER ENTRY SOOOO

MY CHEM HAS TOUR DATES FOR 2025 AAAAAAHHHHHHHH

in all seriousness...

their announcement vid is here and they have 10 dates (YAYAYYYAYAYA)

all have a different opening act, which is cool <3

if you want to purchase tickets they will be available here Friday (11/15/24) at 10:00 am

One of them is only like 2.5 hours away from me even though I can't go (my parents don't even know I like them 😭) But yeah still think about it still kinda cool ig

If you care the dates are:

  • July 11, 2025 - Seattle, WA - T-Mobile Park, Special Guest: Violent Femmes
  • July 19, 2025 - San Francisco, CA - Oracle Park, Special Guest: 100 Gecs
  • July 26, 2025 - Los Angeles, CA - Dodger Stadium, Special Guest: Wallows
  • August 2, 2025 - Arlington, TX - Globe Life Field, Special Guest: Garbage
  • August 9, 2025 - East Rutherford, NJ - MetLife Stadium, Special Guests: Death Cab for Cutie and Thursday
  • August 15, 2025 - Philadelphia, PA - Citizens Bank Park, Special Guest: Alice Cooper
  • August 22, 2025 - Toronto, ON - Rogers Centre, Special Guest: Pixies
  • August 29, 2025 - Chicago, IL - Soldier Field, Special Guest: Devo
  • September 7, 2025 - Boston, MA - Fenway Park, Special Guest: IDLES
  • September 13, 2025 - Tampa, FL - Raymond James Stadium, Special Guest: Evanescence

excited to see concert vids on youtube and stuff

sorry if I seem too excited or like I'm overreacting, this is my 1st mcr announcement as a killjoy

yeah thanks 4 reading ig

Stay Alive |-/

-Fren

11/14

"Sometimes you have to kind of die inside in order to rise from your own ashes and believe in yourself and love yourself and become a new person."

- Gerard Way

one of mah fave quotes

anyway...

yeah hi I had a lot of tests today and I'm supposed to be doing hw but I'm too drained I literally can't

I have been feeling more introverted than usual today. usually I'm only quiet when I'm in a class with no frens, and am like really talkative with my frens, but today I didn't say that much. In 6th period, I didn't even talk to my Fren there. It reminded me of when Tyler Joseph and Brendon Urie were playing fortnite together (I don't like fortnite btw, I only watched bcs Tyler and Brendon) and Tyler was so quiet at one point and Brendon kept blurting out random things. 💀

Ugh. Me and mah dumb social skills

Like how come I'm so awkward. It's sooooo annoying. I was literally a loner until like 5th or 6th grade ughhhhh.

well I have no energy so

imma test a new layout ig

Stay Alive |-/

- Fren

11/15

the my chem tickets went on sale today. My fren said she convinced her parents to try to get her some as an early bday gift (lucky)

Haven't heard from her tho

friday FINALLY I hate the week, yk

idk what to write tbh feeling drained again

also may not write during da weekend

well I always say this but

stay alive |-/

-Fren

11/18

I'm baaaaack...

so my fren group isn't the most popular at the school... but omfg my fren is officially the 1st person in our group to not be single

yeah her gf (she's bi) is in a grade lower than us and like I don't have a problem with her she's nice and all

but..

don't take this the wrong way...

isk how to say this nice so i'll just say

she needs to shower more...

she smells like she just got back from, like, gym class or smth

but yeah still happy 4 my fren

yeah that's all 4 now

I'll be saying this forever but

stay alive |-/

-Fren

11/19

today i got a haircut and i really like it :)

yeah i had dance today too and I suck i;m probs one of the worst in my class :(

don't have much to say so imma just try to do my project i have put off for like almost a week

and listen to some my chem :)

sorry this was so short i'm drained

I need to start saying smth different but

stay alive |-/

-Fren

11/20

just got back from a beta club meeting at school, afterwards went to this cute little bakery w/ some frens

talked abt some deep-ish stuff and yeah now i'm home

my mom brought my little brother on his 5th grade field trip, it's like 2.5 days of camp. I'm at home with my dad

how was 5th grade for me so long ago?

yeah goin to waffle house w/ dad 4 dinner XD

hope mah brother is doing ok him and his fren both were anxious for it

also for beta I got chosen to compete for black and white photography, computer science, and technology :)

yeah i'm begging you to

stay alive |-/

-Fren